[Long silence]
Everywhere there is the possibility, I tell you, of an… extraordinary success. Has the moment come? I do not know.… As for myself, I make myself like this [gesture of smallness], physically quite small, and I leave… [gesture of arms open wide towards the Lord].
You see, there is the Will that is coming down and then there are all these formations that get in and delay its execution—I would like, I would like my atmosphere to be… a limpid, altogether limpid transmitter. I do not try even to know what it is, for that too brings in an ordinary humanity.… The limpid, limpid transmitter: let it come like that [gesture of descent], pure, in all its purity—even if it be formidable.In reality, we do not know why this is like that, why that is like that, and we have a vision… even if our vision englobes the earth, it is so small, so small—so exclusive: we want this, we do not want that.… First of all, the very first thing is to make the instruments… one must be limpid, limpid, letting things pass without deformation, without obstruction.
Indeed, I am spending my time at that: trying to be like that.
Yes.
256Only a few days ago it was as though the catastrophe was impending. And then, at that moment, my whole being was, as though… (how to say it?) it was, yes, one might call it an aspiration for the true Victory, not that which this one wants or that one wants or… but the real Victory. It is this which seems to have brought in all the difficulties—these exclusive wills. And then, all at once there appeared as though a light: the possibility of the Victory. It is still… it is not miraculous, but it is the Intervention… the intervention of the Supreme Wisdom. Will it be concrete? We will see. It seems to come, it seems to come in this way [gesture of a certain height, the two palms turned downward], as a possibility.
No, it is recent, quite recent. I cannot say, for it did not come suddenly, but it is a question of days.
That is a bad attitude.